It’s funny how my work is never a level line, but jumps up and down sometimes in the span of minutes. I took some time to do a mid-year review to check on how things have been and how things are going. It’s OK. I’m not setting the world on fire, but I’m making consistent progress. It’s a marathon, not a sprint I remind myself.
Last week I was feeling off, waking to a headache/slight migraine most mornings. It took me a couple of hours to shake it off and I still felt icky the rest of the day. I had a networking event at a business conference where I didn’t know a single soul and it was tough. I met a couple of nice ladies, but for the most part, it was a bust.
Then in the rollercoaster of my work, I go back the next day for a luncheon, miss the keynote speaker, think the whole thing is a waste of $$ until I see one person I know. Lo and behold he introduces me to someone great, we are meeting tomorrow and I see a potential series of speaking engagements. Let’s see how that goes.
I guess I shouldn’t bitch and moan, but hey, it’s one of the reasons I have a blog. I get a bit frustrated and impatient, but I think that’s normal. I went to my Weight Watchers this week and the new leader asked for a one-word description of our July. Mine was “undisciplined”. I know the things I need to do. I know I need a firm schedule. That pertains to both work and weight loss. Yet I don’t do it. OK, I’m not in the horrible funk I was in last year and I am doing quite a few things correctly, but once again I am being hard on myself and feel like I’m not doing enough.
I did say “No” this week to an organization. I have been sitting on the Board for years and now they asked me to run sponsorship. Now? When I am starting my own business, you want me to ask companies for money for you? It’s not even a charity — it’s a professional organization with $100K in the bank. Sorry, but I have to put my oxygen mask on first, thank you very much. It felt good and I knew I did the right thing.
I am fine. I just need to keep rowing because I am in the middle of the ocean with no shore in sight. The only way to be successful or even just earn enough money to pay the bills and stay afloat is to keep on plugging away.